So....as you can imagine it's been a struggle for me and for my husband. Me being a variety of tired and my husband being consistently patient and kind. I have always been trying for other jobs and praying for more opportunities. It was only when I accepted my fate (for now) and changed my thoughts and prayers to having a good time at work.
I have a particularly difficult patient who on occasion can get out of control, hitting and crying and being very unpleasant. It's not only a physically but emotionally draining shift.
So....I have been praying, at times pleading ,for good times at work, able to stay awake , and more importantly a good attitude. I have also been talking to Justin about me asking to have part time hours since he is now making the big bucks. I decided to wait on asking and just keep going to save up some money and pay off our debt. All the while praying and asking for help at work.
My schedule for the month of May was rough 5-6 nights a week consistent but it went by really fast and my patients were all good. June I had less work and so-so on the patient's being good or not. Then July it got even better. I had less nights and more then once my patients would sleep all night. (YES!) Now it's not bad if they wake up it just makes me feel better to tell the parents that they slept well. Now comes August and I thought that I would have to work a lot. I didn't request very many days off and school is starting so some of the nurses are on different times.
However, I received the greatest blessing and answer to my prayers. I only am scheduled to work 11 times in the month of August. At times only once a week. I think I could get used to that.
I was so overwhelmed by the love I felt from my Heavenly Father who has heard me all these months through my tears, my struggles and pleading for a break or change. I am so grateful and amazed by this blessing. Some things I started doing at work to help was to not watch t.v. ( not that there is much on a 3 in the morning.), read my scriptures, write down what I am grateful for and read a conference talk. It only took about an hour and I almost always had an hour in which my patients would sleep. It was so great! I learned so much and I believe it made the night more bearable.
So...now that I have all this free time what will I do. Well I already made a trip here:

I've already spent the day deep cleaning my apartment, organizing, decluttering and other fun stuff.
Other stuff on the to-do list:
Go to a Bee's Game
Check out the fairs that are going on
Reading
Exercising
Visiting with Family
and enjoying sleeping normal for a while. =)
and enjoying sleeping normal for a while. =)












